I'm so sad & disappointed after seeing the Newspaper today after someone called & scolded me. Nothing can discribe how i feel now. I'm been scolded by peoples for ruining someone life, being wrongly accused of being a pimp & also even worse causing a family or a girl life to be in real difficulties. I just wanna write it here for my close friends who know me thru garyng174 to know what is the TRUTH. (Even though the report writes it)

Carl, a girl i knew through msn message when she saw my blog & got my e-mail. We talk for a few occasion when i'm online, ask for a meet up with me. Pick her up one afternoon & we went for our intimate session. A few days later, we chat in msn again & i felt something is wrong with her. I requested her to share her worries with me & she told me about it. She is the only daughter in the family & her father die a few year back from an accident leaving her mother & herself. She was still schooling then & now. Her mum work as a factory worker to provide their living & her studies. Just few weeks back, her mum met an accident & need to be hospitalise. Her living became tough as she need money for her living expenses & also for her mum medication. Imagine no money to school, borrowing money from friends for meals, no money to pay for her studies, no money to pay for housing, no money to go anyway & worrying for all these money matters. All these she gotta endure till her mum get well.

She had no other choice but call up the chatline to provide her service online. (How many girls willing to do that?) She needed money fast, who can help her when there's no angel around them. She told me she met a few online the chatline & had met them for service. Tell me, how many girls willing to do that apart from those at geylang? Even those girls at geylang, do you think they wish to sell their body? Its the environment that they came from which force them to do it. She said she really needed money fast & need to think of a way. Thats how the idea of posting in the forum came from. Risking my fellowers blaming me or samster thinking i'm becoming a pimp, i still go ahead & help her. I was thinking if others will understand why i'm helping her. But i'm wrong. Now things became worse & she became so depressed. Not only the news but her means of earning money stops here. I got blame & scolded by her for causing this.

To everyone, i'm just a fucker who fuck around ruining others life. Even helping Z, a girl to find her true friends who might even go further, got scolded & blame for posting that on my blog. What did i done wrong for just helping someone to find love? What did i done wrong for helping Carl? Yes, maybe i use the wrong way...But don't tell me ask her go find a job or borrow loansharks? I'm just thinking how others will help her? Refer a to family aid group or any kind soul to give her money. I'm tired, really tired le...

Farewell guys!! garyng174 or Singapore Edison Chen will be gone from this last post. Everything i do are always wrong, i just wanna change to a better person but i need time to change what is in this blog previously. Since everyone doesn't allow me to change, i'll leave for good. As mention earlier, i had been doing up my own website. I'll shift everything there once its all done up by my website creator. Who can join ? I'll decide. But for sure my close buddy. Take care everyone!